Monday, April 02, 2007

Disparity *Language Warning *

It isn’t poetic

or pretty

The curve of your sex
angles away
around corners of conversation
into complexities of sleep deprivation
and time poverties
weary
thread bare insistence


And yes
it
aches

bone deep
interrupting sleep patterns
scattering thoughts to random

A lurid regimes totality

each day
a collection
of tiny self denials

There is no understanding
of imperative for you

It remains
an abstract
inconclusive
and elusive
ignored and deplored as
an inability
to control

And when will we fuck
do you think?

I do not want romance
and soft imprecations tonight
I am not capable of dimming the lights
and massaging my way into your
good graces

The energies arc and flare
setting skin into flame enhanced
dancing nerve
self serving
seductions

I covet
the taste of you

Want is a waste
a cock
turned to stone

<>The disparity of desire
personified in
the press of rigidity
against averted flesh

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